Boom Boom Pow.

is actually the name of some song by Black Eyed Peas.. It amp's me up.

Like how AIM bangahs get amp`d up by talking madd shit over AIM! I have a new one of those by the way.. One I don't even know this time. All I know is that she's from New York, she's Lolo's cousin's girl, she's knows 'everything about me', and likes to "bang" from another person's sn.. like.. seriously?! && Since when was it a problem to comment pictures on Myspace?

Ideekayy, but Whatev. That was like Thursday's news.

Anyways, basketball has become a very LARGE part of life recently. Although the season has ended, I can't stop playing. I told you guys about the women's league right? About that.. My coach? FUCKING SUCKS. The team I'm on is decent, we need some work, but we have potential. Saturday was my first game with this team and I felt so PRESSURED, not only by the coach, but the whole team as well. Because I do so well in practice, they all expected me to be like super-great at the game. And I have to admit that I wasn't AT ALL. First game jitters maybe? Too much pressure? Because my fingers jammed again? Or simply because of the simple fact that they don't know how to fast break (the part which I do so well at during practice)? I DONT UNDERSTAND. I expect things to be taught next practice, so that we can prosper in our next game.

"What's gonna win the games? Foul shots and lay-ups."

- Mr. O

Anywho, I just got a letter, I just got a letter, I just got a letter, and Melina is who it's from! :) :) :) I miss herr soo muchhh ! She's coming back soon, though I don't know when, I can't wait.

Everyone seemed to love this shirt:

Me, too.

I'm starting to believe that I have no reason to blog really.. I just be writing some random stuff about my life that's of no real importance to anyone who reads it. I'm writing this because, I've recently been following a blog that actually gives readers like moral lessons of some sort.. His thoughts are BIG, and he has a way with words, like better than my way w words. I guess if/when I'm not depressed or in the liking of something or someone, I don't have much to write about. Good thing? Maybe.



Speaking of... I was recently going through my phone and found poems, quotes, pictures, conversations, and voice messages of two people, who I currently have blocked from my life right now. Well, AIM really, cus that's where I talked to them most of the time. I think I talked to these people, and had some type of strong, unoffical relationship with these people for the longest length of time that I've ever had with anyone else. Memories of one made me upset and think NEVER AGAIN WILL I GO BACK, cus this one always went back to someone else. smfhh. As for the other, memories make me think "What If" by Brutha, and after hearing this person's message a few times, and staring at the picture of the once upon a time "us", I cried. smhh.

"My shirt ain`t got no stripes, but I can make that pussy whistle."

-Drake

Lmao.

There's also another artist I've been listening to lately, thanks to Gibran && Jenifer. And a certain song makes me think of the memories that made me cry.

Blater.

* & Oh Yeah, Bitch. Keep hatin` on my 'uncontrollable acne', the 'nose that takes up my face', the nonexistant 'fat that makes me look like a pig', my 'flow that's so off' cus I'm going blind and have to wear glasses, the fact the I messed with your man BEFORE ya even thought of getting together, && YES, I did love Lolo; which is all, may I remind you, NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS AND/OR CONCERN.

Let the past stay where I left it.

Thanks.

My Life Pretty Much Revolves Around..

Basketball.
Everything I do or talk about has a connection to, leads to, or has SOMETHING to do with this topic.
Smile, it's something I love.
So yeah, I know I haven't posted since.. I don't know when.
I keep getting complaints and reminders that I haven't.
I love my readers. :)
Well, I'm here, now.
First, I would like to mention that our Classical boys did it again; They're Division II Champions ! Suhweeeeet. :)
That game was LIVE; thanks to Classical Fans of course.
And MIKE PALUMBO. #11. MIKEY P. MVP. <33333
Naragansett has very POOR sportsmenship.. SMHH.
Especially their fans.. they were unbelievable..
That dumb blonded female is lucky the cop came and talked to me..
Pictures later on in this post.*
After that game, I went to watch another game w Madre.
A women's league in which, neither of us has ever heard of here.
And we joined the team.
We had to lie about my age at first.. Do I look like I'm 21? o_O
And then at our first practice, the coach was amp'd about me playing.. I felt appreciated to be on a team for once in a very long time.. It feels good to feel appreciated. :)
First practice, I jammed fingers on my left hand and my coach broke one of my nails; not completely, but like it's about to come off and I wouldn't allow that because it was like half a nail. Ouch?
Band-aids and Ice.
I've been slipping in English class; no motivation.
Tryna catch up in Geometry; cus I need to and it's easy.
History is like.. sometimes I work and sometimes I don't; Mr. Mao be acting.
I have recently been talking to the most amazing girl I've ever met again: Melina Favalessa. Then, she moved to Florida. =T
We've come to the conclusion that we absolutely ADORE eachother, and when she returns to this shithole, our story can unfold and continue on a new path. Awesomeee. :)
The days are getting better and better as they pass.
The weather is beginning to be of my liking.
I can't fucking WAIT until summer comes.
I have nothing really sophisticated to say on this post..
I know you're probably like: "What the f#%@?! She's gone for this long and this is all i get?!!"
YEAH YEAH YEAH. PUT A CORK IN IT BRO!
My Apologies... lol
I feel like my best-friendship with her is falling off a bit..
Not cool. :(
I'm getting closer to Rick Rodriguez. He's the mannn. :)
And his friend Shawn? Pshh.. Rick you already knoww ! Lmao.
What happened to Lolo?
"Hello, Lolo; Hola, Lola."
I had a dream where those words were said.
And I officially think most girls are STUPID when it comes to decision making.
Like three girls caused me to officially believe in this statement.
SMFHH.
And that's all I have to say about that.
This post has come to an end.
Blater.

I started this a few hours ago and then left at 7pm and jus got back now at 11pm.. jus came from yet another basketball game.

Scoreee :)

Where Have I Been?

Not that anyone actually cares but. . .
I haven't been here, posting lately..
Haven't really been in the "posting/writing mood". =/
Basketball season ended.. :'(
So I'm using my freetime to explore and get shit done. :)
First I'd like to make a note that I have Zack on now.. Only because I was FEININ` for a sidekick and I couldn't wait any longer. So I turned him back on and I mostly use him for texting because its hard enough to text in the dark..
Literally.
My screen is like the dimmest dim a phone can get. I can barely see anythinggg. But it works, so I'm using it until Dylan buys me a LX. =DDDDDD
Secondly, I'M DONE WITH REHAB! WOOOOO ! GO MEE!
I actually been out for a a few weeks now, I jus haven't wrote about it.. And I found A LOT of stuff on my phone that made me reminisce.. jus a little bit. But that stuff was deleted.. Some of it. But I'm over it. For Real. I learned to "let go." (Liani is gonna be so proud of me.) So for those who were worried, liddle Ms. Lovable is ready to "love".. cough cough.. again. :)
But then again.. I'm kinda already too ahead of myself. I've already restarted kinda sorta on this thing. But before I get into this...
Saturday was Jesenia's Sweet 16. I wore heels -- HEELS MY NIGGA! -- for thee very first time. Think I'm tall now? Should've seen me with those bad boys on. Lmaoo. I didn't get to take as many pics as i wanted to becus i forgot to bring the charger... boo. But the party was fun. I danced alottt. And I ended up not hating Francis anymore. That's my new party partner now. Woop Woop! Lol.. And I knew it. I knew it. I fuckin` knew it ---- She looks fuckin` BANGINGGG in a dress. <33 After the party, a slected few (Bianca, Cassandra, Mariah && I) cleaned up and slept with Jese in her hotel room.. NO. You liddle pervs; not like that. It was fun. Didn't sleep until like 6 or 7 am ? And woke up like 6 hours later...to SNOW. Awesome... -___- But the buffet was funnn. "That girl is wearing like 3 different reds." Fun time..

I really wanted to see you today.. And actually the only reason I'm posting is because I don't think I'm going to see you today.. and I would usually be with you around this time, so I'm just wasting time that I'm not with you .. yadda yadda yadda.. You get it. When I'm not with you, I'm thinking about you while IMing/Texting you.. <3

I have a new addiction to coffeeeeeeee . =]]]]]]]]]
I've been taking the bus more than usual lately..
I NEED TO RECEIVE TREVOR ASAP! >=
My tail bone has been hurting me a lot lately too..
Doritoz are the best chips ever created on this Earth.
I miss PopTarts..
I hate Tommy's Pizza.
* If it's not you I'm craving for, it's food. =P
Found this on Christine's blog.. liked it a lot:

"Wanted something out of reach, it's killing me, you're all I see. Until you're mine, I have to find a way to fill this hole inside. I can't survive without you here by my side. Until you're mine, not gonna be, even close to complete. I won't rest until you're mine. Just stop wondering, if we were meant to be. Forget about fate and just hold me. I'm ready to begin, the waiting has to end, right now, today. I've gotta find a way..."

Well that's it for today I guess.

Adioss .

Senior Night.

Mad posters and

Streamers,

Speeches; that caused

Tears and

Hugs, plus

Gifts, and

Flowers, and many

Pictures...

equals Memories.

Seniors of our team and I.

(Courtney G., Danielle S., (Me,) Jaren J., & Ashley M.)

Fans were AWESOME.

It's Gonna Be the Death of Me.

Burned knees; tried to cover one and the other gets it.
Hip is eff`d up AGAIN; some girl elbowed me --in the AIR dude.
My back.. in pain like a MOFO.
Jammed my right pinky.
I think I'm getting a bruise on my left shoulder.
And during the time, I couldn't breathe or else I'd get back spasms. -___o
On top of that, I couldn't find my water, so I was dehydrated and tired.
Then, we got smashed by BVA again.
Yup;

Basketball is going to KILL ME.

P.S. The boys got their first LOSS today against Shea...

o_o O_O O_O

That means they are no longer UNdefeated.

But I'm take my ass back to bed since it IS like 3:am.

Highlight: Mariahhx33

"Shanelle,You are being talked about as the person who has a finger on the pulse of what's going on. Look to be called upon to be a leader and to guide everyone towards the most advantageous direction. Your love life will also benefit from your reputation."

Most definitely not today; GO ME!

Not Today.

8:30am is too early on vacation.
Smashed on Juanita Sanchez.
Killer Whale.. Lmaoo .
14 points.
Aoww.
Blog reading.
Applebee's.
Exhaustion without the want to sleep.
I realized why I don't talk to my madre a lot;

I never know what she's talking about half the time.

Music Feeds My Soulx33

"Better in Time" - Leona Lewis

"Next to Ya" - Krys Ivory ft. Ryan Leslie

"Out of the Blue" - Ryan Leslie

Chris Fucking Brown.

SMHH .

I thought this was pretty funny:

Okay.

Maybe just once.

"But he still has a large place with furniture, and all-you-can-eat food in my heart.."

And what I was just told right now made everything so much better.

"Past affairs of the heart will serve as a guide to future love."

This helped, too.

Gray.

I'm still recovering.
Ms. Lovable is mending; slowly, but surely.
No lagrimas today.
And the heartbreak kid was only mentioned once I think?
I give myself an A-. Only becus he was still in my thoughts.
He's been getting a little too much attention here.
Classical girls got smashed, spanked, and smacked all over by BVA today.
Last night we did the same to Tollgate. Alexia with 35 points!
Overall, the last two games haven't been my best; haven't been into it.
My body feels like it's been slowed down, and my head be elsewhere. :-/
So, yesterday, my horoscope said some shit like,

"...Look forward to an upswing in the romance department. Passion will be reignited with your partner."

It gave me hope.

I talked to him, too, last night.

Before I read the horoscope.

And.. conversation was good. Almost great actually.

I avoided the "us" conversations, becus.. well.. that's calling for an arguement. It's actually better we didn't talk about us, love, committment, etc. I'm pretty sure he KNOWS and completely UNDERSTANDS how much I care about him. So, I don't have to remind him.

Maybe that was the problem before? Too much love? Lmaoo .

But yeah.. convo was good. There were some friendly disagreements...

And he mentioned some chick like 3 times, like I was supposed to ask about her or something. -___-

Highlight: Biting. =]

"I still love him as much as I love talking to him [which caused me to love him in the first place], but I still wanna let him know and inform him at the end of the night, before he goes to bed, that my heart adores him; My body longs for him. & that I still love him. "

My madre asked about him.. Well.. She tried to talk about him. She thought he lived here. And she wanted me to be open with her or whatever.. But I already know half the stuff she's gonna say so..

Chill.

I like making my own mistakes, learning from my own mistakes, and fixing my own mistakes. I'm doing pretty damn good so far. I'll be fine Madre, thanks for caring though. Ily.

Today I "renewed" a friendship I had thought was lost and gone forever.

It would've been really nice to see him today.. sigh*

I've been singing and dancing a lot lately.Which is a good thing.

It shows that my happiness is returning.

Soon, I'll be myself again.. with new principles and new standards.

He just hit me up. 11:50pm.

Jazmine Sullivan is my favorite artist right about now;

"My Foolish Heart"

"After the Hurricane"

"Silent Tears"

My cat swears he's a king. When I'm sitting at the computer, he decides he can just hop on my lap and curl into a ball and get comfortable. Then, he expects me to pet him the whole time he's there, but I don't, so he falls asleep. And when I go upstairs, he follows. Well, he runs as if he's racing me to get up there first and meows for me to feed him. Fat ass. And it's funny becus sometimes I'll be walking and he expects me to move out the way or go around cus he's laying down. Yeaa Aiighttt . Lmaoo .

What's a tumblr?

"DISTANCE REALLY DOES MAKE THE HEART GROW FONDER."

"Golden" By Chrisette Michele

I've never heard so much beauty in a song.

I saw this on Liani's blog and it made me think a lot:

"Sometimes patience is the best answer."

He didn't seem to understand that either.

Rehab.

No, I'm not on drugs.

But, I've been recovering.

I've been putting 149% of my effort into a 504 piece puzzle, expecting to finish it in one night..

It's been wearing me downnnn .

The project was given November 6th, 2008, and I was on a roll at first, finding all the edges, and gradually getting to the inside pieces. Then, there was this blockage, and all the pieces started to look the same, and my "partner", who at first seemed to encourage me and help me with this puzzle, started taking back pieces.... without a clear explanation to why... And I feel like no matter how hard I try, I just CAN'T find the pieces or get them to match up; the puzzle is falling apart, my "partner" doesn't seem to care about it anymore, and I'm starting to wonder why I started this project in the first place..

A lot of rain has fallen from my eyes within the last week or so.

This hurts more than a broken left arm in 4th grade, a foot cut open one summer, a few sprained ankles, losing your favorite pet & both great-grandparents in the same year, the same arm sprained for the same reason it got broken years later, and how I left my first boyfriend, ALL WRAPPED IN ONE.

Friends try, but it doesn't work.

My mom was right; my iPod IS depressing.

Everything I do, say, watch, read reminds me of New York..

..and other things.

I can't stop reminiscing; I can't stop crying.

It's all part of my rehabilitation.

Did you know we celebrate Valentine's Day for the completely OPPOSITE reason it was created a holiday ?! SMH.

I don't celebrate that day, I don't plan on it. Ever.

On the flip side...

Susan's Birthday was awesome.. I should've stayed.

M.F.'s party.. my iPod almost saved it. Almost.

Sleepover @ Drazy's was fun.

"Goodnight Dum-Dum."

Classical girls won their practice game today.

5 more [real] games left.

Zack still isn't fixed, hopefully tomorrow.

That bitch Annie is back though.

Ugh.

Tasha + Movies + Candy + Tiredness + Sidekick + Freshmen =

Boring Fun.

If You Leave - Musiq Soulchild ft. Mary J. Blige

I'm Still In Love With You Boy - Sasha ft. Sean Paul

Last To Know - Chris Brown

Walk Away - Marques Houston

Not Anymore - Letoya Luckett

You've Changed - Keisha Cole

Torn - Letoya Luckett

After the Hurricane - Jazmine Sullivan

I looked really nice today.

Well.. my hair at least.

If the pics upload, you'll be able to see, but until then..

My teeth hurt.

I need braces...... NOW.

My summer caught up to me a little.

I saw a person from my summer, who then hit me up a few minutes later, then got picked up from my cousin who I was also with in the summer, who goes out with a brother of another person from summer, and we all wanna meet up one of these days.

Sweet Coincidence.

I've got nada more to say..

Heartbreak Sucks.

NEVER fall in love.

Never. Never. Never.

And if you do, make sure its local, as strong as it seems, and meaningful before you drop the words.

In order for a relationship to work, it takes two; so don;t put so much effort into something if the other person isn't meeting you half way, get it ?

I learned the hard way, and I'm never contradicting or considering to change my beliefs EVER again.

It's about that time where my nightmares and dreams clash.

Thanks for tasting my thoughts, seeing my feelings, and getting inside my head.

"Blater."

p.s. i watched Juno today. That movie's fuckin` sweet.

Unnecessary Information.

I'm psychic. I don't give a damn what anyone says.

Remember last night when I said I was going to have an interesting night?

Well, it was interesting alright.

As well as heart-breaking.

FUCK THE BULLSHITTTT.

I don't NEED it.

Most def. don't WANT it.

He just needs to make up his mind.

SMFHH..

All Day = Holding back my tears. Until last period which I finally had with my wife and got to finally talk it out with someone who understands.. cry it out, too.

I hate crying with a passionnnnnn.

I feel weak and like a little bitch! -___-

So I came up with this last night after all was said and done:

My throat tightens at just the thought of you leaving,

While my eyes tear at the start of believing,

And as my body gets sore, and my soul begins to ache,

I know, now, that I'm being welcomed to Heartbreak.

All that wasn't said was all I needed and wanted to know.

So unclear, yet makes perfect sense.

Absurd.

Silence Screams The Truth.

End of my day was fun..

McDonald's.

Basketball in the other gym.

Boys Game.

Jenifer & Ryan.

BK.

Smiles.

Laughter.

Pictures.

Not of us; just me looking at them.

Subway.

Strawberry water. ^_^

Homework.

My report card sucks for 2nd quarter. -___-

What the fuck was I doing ?

SLACKING.

Not gonna let that slip again.

I misssss Zackkkk [my phone].

Gahhhhh .

I like this poem:

You charmed me not with that fair face,

Though it was all divine;

To be another's is the grace

That makes me wish you mine.

The Gods and Fortune take their part,

Who, like young monarchs fight,

And boldly dare invade that heart,

Which is another's right.

First mad with hope we undertake

To pull up every bar,

but once possessed, we faintly make

A dull defensive war.

Now every friend turned a foe,

In hope to get our store,

And passion makes us cowards grow

That made us brave before.

By John Dryden

"I choose ME."

-Tamia

Goodnight.

Victory At Last.

So, today Classical's varsity girls' team finally won.

It was an exhibition game, so I'm pretty sure it doesn;t count as anything important, but.. a win is a win.

Coach played me A LOT today, finally.

I scored 5 points.

Nice.

I'm exhausted. I think there were like 4 games this week? + Practice.

I missed the practice part due to the fact I fell down my stairs.

Twice.

-___-

There's a dance or something tonight at school..

I'm contemplating.

Last night, we talked and it was pretty awkward at first. You could feel the pride and stubborness within the conversation.

I don't know what to do anymore.

I'm jus gonna lay back, relax, and enjoy the show.

There's been absurd new hookups and relationships lately.

Very upsetting and just weird.

Mad drama once again.

Jus glad I'm not part of it.

A nap sounds sweet.

Later.

Ice, Ice Baby.

I saw soo many people fall on ice today.. Funny shit.

My mom unintentionally and indirectly makes me feel like I'm a mistake.. She stays hinting that she should've waited.. and that she could've been so much more than what she is now.. =/

I went to school for no reason again; wasted my time bullshitting in the cafeteria for 2 hours, ate lunch, then left.

I love my best friend. She's the only person who's house I'm welcome to at ANY time during the day, on ANY day of the week. After I left school, I went there, and after sharing a few stories, I knocked out on her abuela's bed. -___-

Woke up just in time to eat and go back to school for my game.

Which, of course, we didn't win.

I feel like giving up.

But I'm not a quitter.

So I won't.. sigh*

Love & Basketball.

I don't seem to love anyone or anything lately except food, sleep, and my wifer. Yeah, I said it.

I wanna be better at ball SOO BADLY.

I try to practice more... run more.. pay attention to plays more..

Nada.

I'm starting to hate winter, too.

Too much snow and ice.

I'm tired, but I waited so long just to get on the computer so...

Yeah.

Something is wrong with part of my scalp.. =[ It hurts.

No pictures.

...Bye.

Jalapeño Peppers.

I'm soo UGLY today! =[

Last day of midterms.. OH YES.

Thank G I don't have a science class this year.

Instead of going to practice, I went to this Education Forum, where the youth, as well as teachers and other "important people", spoke out to try and make a change and improvement in the school educating system that sucks as we ALL KNOW IT.

It was fun; I enjoyed myself and the company of my friends. I was surprised and glad at the same time that even half the students that were there would even show up. Hopefully one day, all our efforts will pay off and a change is made..

I have a dream type shit.. lol.

So, there was "pizza", if that's what you wanna call it, and these BOMB ass SPICY sandwichessss ! I fell in loveee.. and ate like 4 of them.. Delicioso Papaa.

The reason I'm STILL full.... 3 hours later.

I just ate almost a whole bag of baby carrots too. o_O

Everyone in my house is sleeping and it's only 11pm. -___-

So Feidy tried to come home with me again...

Feidy: "Va a escuela?"

Me: "No, a mi casa."

Feidy: "Noo, a escuela." (Giggles.)

Me: "Noo, a mi casa."

Feidy: "Yo voy."

Me: "Tu vas conmigo?

Feidy: "Si."

Me: "Pues, dile a mami que tu vas a mi casa conmigo."

Fiedy: " Mami, voy con Shanelle a su casa."

Mami: "Oh sí ? Y tu coat?"

Me: "Y tu zapatos?"

Feidy: "Esperate." (Starts walking to go get her things.)

Me: "Noo.. Bye mi niñaaa!"

Feidy: "Noooooooo !"

Bendito.. =/

My stomach hurts.. as well as my entire back.. I'm so full; It looks like an enpregnated stomach.. Not cool. I'm stresseddddd, gimme a BREAK!

I still need to fix Zack.. Sorry to those who have been texting me..

My shots were ON POINT today in gym.. If only I could shoot like that in the game... Speaking of.. I'm not going to school tomorrow, which means I most likely won't be playing tomorrow. Bummer.

Isn't it supposed to snow tomorrow?

Fucking Awesome. -__-

"I think I know what's wrong with me.."

Aaron: "What is it?"

"I have a thing for freshmen.."

Joel: "What the hell's wrong with you?!"

Aaron: "You're not supposed to ask a person what's wrong with them after they just finished explaining what's wrong with them."

Joel: " What the hell's wrong with you?! You don't tell us, sophmores that.." (Shakes his head.)

LMAO.

Relieve my urges!

Goodnight Suckahs.

Vacuumed Energy.

School was another blurry day; jus midterm preparations.

Practice was so very tiring.

I guess whispering and making kissy noises is the way to get girls nowadays ? It happened to Marina and I coming from 7 11. Dogs. We had to hold hands. They were so disgusting.

And then the boys' varsity game was OUT OF CONTROL. That shit was so intense.. I think it was the best game I've seen this year. Who knew Shea HS was that good? They went overtime and no one could stay in their seats. Everyone was cheering, the crowd did the wave, the refs finally got off their knees and stopped blowing the game.* ;] And Classical beat Shea. 84-79.

NICE; not their biggest lead, but NICE.

*You're still the BEST in my book, S.T.M. Jr. =]

But yeah, becus of my decision to stay and attend the game, I was going off the wall.. literally. Screaming at refs from afar, cheering, waving, clapping.. the whole 9. I was at a point wear i felt like puling my bangs out.. smhh. I swear my blood pressure was at its height. Oddly, my hands became cold, but that was probably becus all the blood rushed to my head ?

I didn't take any pictures today.

Well, maybe I did, but I don't remember, and don't feel like going through that long process of putting them on the computer, and then posting them here. Lazy? Indeed.

My energy is goneeeeee .

My right ring finger hurts and I DON'T know why.

I miss Spiffy..

I'm getting annoyed.

And this time it isn't my mom. -___-

I didn't really feel like posting today but.. I did.

W. Spahk, I miss youuu tooooo ! =DDDDD

Over and Out.

"Its A New Day."

So, our black presidente (spanish for president) entered the White House this morning. Throughout the entire school day, we all watched the Inaugaration; no type of schoolwork done. Awesome. What was up with that lady who did the poem ? And Aretha's hat.. smhh.. Other than this, I really have no clue what went on in school today.

No teacher? No rules. =]

I love this girl right here and her shoelaces.. lol. She's probably gonna hate the fact that I chose this picture to put on here. We took like 5 of them. o_O I love Marina Rhodes. So.. about that I hate females blog.. Um.. right after that was published I had talked to the girl who caused me to write it and... she's pretty much gonna unintentionally make me look like an idiot over and over again.. Don't judge me. -___-

ALL DAY && NIGHT, I think about this kid.. Sackary Lora. I'm in love with him and the reasons why are BEYOND my knowledge. SMH. I want to go back to New York.. ---NO. I need to go back to the Bronx. Providence just doesn't cut it for me anymore. Plus, that's where my heart resides, cus I left it with him. I miss him muchoooo. sigh* You still don't have the right to judge me. -__--

This is what we all look forward to.

I had a game today. I actually got to play on Varsity today.. woop-dee-doo. JV forgot how to play basketball in 5 days. SMHH. Classical lost to Coventry. I'm so tired of losing home games.. It's not hard to play basketball. I mean, I damn sure ain't the best one on the team but it would be nice to have a home victory every once in a while... most of the time...

My body aches. && my contacts are irritating me.

I hate Annie. She better leave by the end of this week.

My father hasn't called since Saturday; he's fucking up already. Why does he do this to himself knowing he's never gonna hear the end of it from me ? Idiot.

I'm starting to hate the snow.

Common has a way with words.

I miss my phone.. =/

I wonder if anyone really reads this crap.

I'm outta here.

This is pretty much how my day ended.