My Life Pretty Much Revolves Around..

Basketball.
Everything I do or talk about has a connection to, leads to, or has SOMETHING to do with this topic.
Smile, it's something I love.
So yeah, I know I haven't posted since.. I don't know when.
I keep getting complaints and reminders that I haven't.
I love my readers. :)
Well, I'm here, now.
First, I would like to mention that our Classical boys did it again; They're Division II Champions ! Suhweeeeet. :)
That game was LIVE; thanks to Classical Fans of course.
And MIKE PALUMBO. #11. MIKEY P. MVP. <33333
Naragansett has very POOR sportsmenship.. SMHH.
Especially their fans.. they were unbelievable..
That dumb blonded female is lucky the cop came and talked to me..
Pictures later on in this post.*
After that game, I went to watch another game w Madre.
A women's league in which, neither of us has ever heard of here.
And we joined the team.
We had to lie about my age at first.. Do I look like I'm 21? o_O
And then at our first practice, the coach was amp'd about me playing.. I felt appreciated to be on a team for once in a very long time.. It feels good to feel appreciated. :)
First practice, I jammed fingers on my left hand and my coach broke one of my nails; not completely, but like it's about to come off and I wouldn't allow that because it was like half a nail. Ouch?
Band-aids and Ice.
I've been slipping in English class; no motivation.
Tryna catch up in Geometry; cus I need to and it's easy.
History is like.. sometimes I work and sometimes I don't; Mr. Mao be acting.
I have recently been talking to the most amazing girl I've ever met again: Melina Favalessa. Then, she moved to Florida. =T
We've come to the conclusion that we absolutely ADORE eachother, and when she returns to this shithole, our story can unfold and continue on a new path. Awesomeee. :)
The days are getting better and better as they pass.
The weather is beginning to be of my liking.
I can't fucking WAIT until summer comes.
I have nothing really sophisticated to say on this post..
I know you're probably like: "What the f#%@?! She's gone for this long and this is all i get?!!"
YEAH YEAH YEAH. PUT A CORK IN IT BRO!
My Apologies... lol
I feel like my best-friendship with her is falling off a bit..
Not cool. :(
I'm getting closer to Rick Rodriguez. He's the mannn. :)
And his friend Shawn? Pshh.. Rick you already knoww ! Lmao.
What happened to Lolo?
"Hello, Lolo; Hola, Lola."
I had a dream where those words were said.
And I officially think most girls are STUPID when it comes to decision making.
Like three girls caused me to officially believe in this statement.
SMFHH.
And that's all I have to say about that.
This post has come to an end.
Blater.

I started this a few hours ago and then left at 7pm and jus got back now at 11pm.. jus came from yet another basketball game.

Scoreee :)

Better in Time.

This is the day where my hair looked really nice a few posts ago. . .

I really didn't go to sleep at 3am last night, but instead at 530am.

I woke up 4 hours later.

For some odd reason I was in a cleaning mood again..

Since my brother is in New York, I've been spending lots of time con Madre.


Overview:

• Thursday.
  

Applebee's.

It wasn't all that great. I actually wasn't very satisfied with the food there. The buffalo wings weren't even hot! I didn't even wanna take this picture, but madre insisted.

• Friday.

Rick's Roadhouse.

This was actually our first time here. I never even heard of this place. You learn something new every day.* This was my favorite place of the three. The hot wings aka "Wings From Hell!" w a little devil on the side on the menu, were actually hot. My mouth was numb for a little while. They kinda reminded me of the "Runnin` Through Hell" sauce from Phat Wings, except they beat those. I had to sit there and not eat or drink anything at all for a few minutes. And they had fried mac & cheese, which is that weird looking ball on my plate. At first madre and I were like what the.. and then I dug in and it actually satisfied my tastebuds. Highly recommend Rick's Roadhouse for a bite. It's downtown somewhere.

• Saturday.

Marchetti's.

Madre said the plate looked bigger than me.

I had NO idea how to approach this plate, and after a while I wasn't even hungry anymore.

This is what it looked like AFTER a few bites.

Haha.. my turn to take pictures. =D

Okay.. that's enough. It made her laugh though. =)

Then off we went to the stores...

Kohl's.

Walmart.

Target.

Gas station.

So, as I was laying down this morning before I went to sleep, I was thinking about the songs that I'm relating to and how they can actually represent how I felt, or am still feeling..

At first it was like.. "Something Special" by Usher, "Halo" by Beyonce,"I'm in Love" by Nicky B (which has 275 plays on my iPod), and "Sweet Dreams" by Beyonce. Then it was "Long Distance" by Brandy for a little while, "Dime" by Ivy Queen" and "Lions, Tigers, & Bears" by Jazmine Sullivan (doubting stage), and "My Love" by Usher. Then I went to New York and it was like "Waiting for Tonight" by Jennifer Lopez, then "Butterflies" by Michael Jackson; I had those BAD. I couldn't even speak. After that, "Weak" by SWV, "Touched By An Angel" by Lloyd, "You Think You Know" by Corey Williams, "Perdidos" by Monchy y Alexandra, "You Are My Everything" by Mary J. Blige, and "Yours Forever" by Mario.. "Stay With You" by John Legend, "It's Yours" by J. Holiday, and "Don't Change" by Musiq Souldchild. After a while, it went back to "Long Distance" with "Here Without You" by 3 Doors Down, and unfortunately, "You've Changed" by Keyshia/Keisha? Cole.. "Don't Take Your Love Away" and "When It Hurts" by Avant. Arguements led to "Moving Mountains" by Usher, "Make It Like It Was" by Pretty Ricky, "Make It Work" by Ne-Yo, and "I Hate This Part" by Pussycat Dolls.. followed by "Don't Speak" by No Doubt and "Heart Ain`t A Brain" by Chris Brown. Now it varies from time to time with this BIG mixture of "Cry No More" and "Last to Know" by Chris Brown + "After the Hurricane", "My Foolish Heart", and "Silent Tears" by Jazmine Sullivan + "If You Leave" by Mary J. Blige and Musiq Souldchild + "I Remember" by Keyshia/Keisha? Cole + "Not Anymore" by Letoya Luckett + "Walk Away" by Marques Houston, "Let Go" by Ne-Yo, "Out of the Blue" by Ryan Leslie, "I'm Still in Love with You Boy" by Sean Paul and Sasha, "Best Thing" by Usher, "Reminisce" by Mary J. Blige and "Better in Time" by Leona Lewis..

*Colors represent the level of "love" we were on. Red being wtf is goin on, Green being hey, this can actually work, Purple/Pink being I love this kid, Yellow being uh-ohhh.. Blue being hurt, sad, crying time, letting go, and moving on.. well.. trying to..

"Be Next To Ya" - Krys Ivory ft. Ryan Leslie

Rehabilitation is ssslooowwwwllllyyyy coming to an end.

Trapped.

Have you ever felt trapped inside?

Like there was something you wanted to say or do..

But couldn't?

Like you tried to escape, but you couldn't quite get yourself to move?

Like you KNEW you had to walk away, but every time you tried to leave something kept pullin` you back?

Chingy and Tyrese type shit, you know?

Lately, that's all I've been feeling.

And even when I do say what I think has to be said, I don't feel like I've said enough or that I've said too much and still didn't get the point across..

Maybe thing are better off left unsaid..

But I can't lose him.

"If you love something, let it go..."

But I won't.

If I love something, I'm going to put my best effort into keeping it.

Fuck the bullshit.

My mom says my iPod is depressing.

It's really not.

It just contains songs that represent how I feel and relate to.

I HATE LIARS.

And even worse, the ones who try to hide, cover-up, and sugar-coat everything.

If I ask a question based on information that's pretty damn far from a lie, just be straight up and answer it. Stop tryna be all secretive and shit like I don't already know.. SMH.

I ain`t stupid.

But I feel that way sometimes.

I love him so much it hurts.

I know..

This is..

The part..

Where the end starts.

I hate this part right here.

Hello, Bronx.

This beautiful little girl makes all my days brighter. Even though she denies me when we're in New York, I still love mi niña, Feidy. So yeah.. Saturday night, I rushed around 7ish until 8 trying to get all my stuff together for the trip.. When I got to Heirys, they was chillinnnnnn. Turns out we had to wait for Chito to come before we left at 1130? There was this kid who came with us. I have no idea what his name was, but he wasl ike Chito's nephew or somethin.. You could've sworn this guy did not speak english! He was dumb quiet.. And was oblivious to EVERYTHING. It was awkward... I wanted to make conversation to break the silence but.. I didn't know what to say or what language to say it in.. "/ I find out he speaks perfect english 4 hours later, when we actually get to NY. lmaooo. I knew it.

Wiferrrrrrrrrrrrrr ! My LIFE. I don't think I can LIVE without her.. She doesn't know it, but she opens a lot of doors for me, and I she's like THEE bestest Best Friend Ever. Title is hers for a lifetime.

And since I saved this as a draft for so long I'm gonna just um... post pictures.. and say a little and jus call it a day.. Let's remember this was last Saturday.

So.. we happened to wear the same styled sneakers unplanned. This has been happening A LOT lately.. whether it's with our hair, color of our clothes or style of our jeans, SOMETHING is similar between us.... without any intention. We're trying to conclude that maybe A. we spend too much time with eachother or B. she stays thinking about me while she's getting dressed! or vice versa =] Hehe.. Look at Feidy's little shoe.

We arrived at our destination at about 2:30ish am. I really hate the drive to New York, but it's worth it, I guess. But no sleep took place. We greeted everyone, settled ourselves, ate, myspaced, looked at pictures, waited until everyone fell asleep to do Shaki's hair randomly at 5am, and then I fell asleep at 6am while these locas went to bed at 7.
GOOD MORNING AT 9am! -___-

Oh yeah, this is us dique squishing air out of the airbed.. =D FUNNNNNN.

Where Mofongo?

*Only certain people are expected to get this.

This was now Sunday by the way. Last time we came it was Sunday, too. Both very nice days... This Sunday happened to be the first time I've taken a train and NY bus in my life. Ever.

Superbowl/Family thing at the end of the night. No one was really watching though.. I went to the store with no shoes on and ate madddd MIke & Ikes.. Tummy ache? Yes. Heiry and I also ended running around the block at like 9 or 10pm for no reason.* We literally ran.. it was scary outside. Then the party.. everyone was up there, you know.. partying.

Meanwhile...

We were outside doing this, then some random guy came and started singing and dancing in front of us until Shakira told him to leave. Lmao.

He said he would report this video if I ever posted it.. but too bad he doesn't know about this. =]

We had to leave a few hour later, thanks to my mom not answering her phone, and me telling Blanca the info late..

I ended getting what I wanted before I left though.

Picture Post.

So, I'm going to state the obvious and say that I haven't posted in a few days... Who actually notices though ?
ANYWAYS. This happened Friday and Saturday during the day:

So he wishes..

My hair's best friend.

My ears' best friend.

Freewayyyyyy .

Madre.

Cheaters.. $$$

Brother... He needs a cut yoo..

Pocket full of sunshine.

Flea markets are crowded.

East Providence is far and easy to get lost in.

I can't fix my phone till' Wednesday.

I wanted that coat from Burlington Coat Factory.. BAD.

I was upset.

Got over it.

Looked forward to New York later that night.

Ohhhh Yeahhhhh .

RME*; SMH*; && SH*..Ughh.

Rolling My Eyes.

Shaking My Head.

&& Sighing Heavily.

If you can't tell, I'm not in the best of moods at the moment.

Family members, friends, and the weather don't help either.
Obvious Fact: It snowed today. A lot.

No school for me, so guess what I did ?!

Absolutely nothing that was entertaining or replaced my world of boredom.

Today sucked so bad. I tried to sleep through the whole day, but that didn't work. I woke up just in time to catch Maury. I cleaned my room, rearranged my closet, and took a shower, etcetera; all while blasting my iPod. I took some photos in between time :

Good Morning Sleepy Head. Lolo, this is for you, because I thought about it, and there's NO WAY you're gonna catch me in your house or in your presence with my hair all messy like this unless I actually did just finish waking up. Lmaoo.

I love you, too.

Timmy ! ^_^ Remember that time we talked about how I would look with curly bangs? Well, yeah... it does look weird. o_O

Flash.

Fucked me all up.

Think Green.

So, my mom came home and I was maddd hungry and she didn't wanna make food or buy any, so I was like wdf.. got mad upset. Whatever. Then Im busy on the computer with pictures and such and she kept bugging me to see some America's Next Dance Crew thing, but I really don't care about it so I was like NO, NO, NO.

I then check my IMs, from being idle for hours and not being on the computer all day, and mad heads hit me up. 3 of them for apparently NO reason at all. One I started a conversation with, but he had to BRB, which usually means I won't hear from him for a few hours or days. Ugh. I hate when he does that. Just tell me that I'm a wreck and that you're tryna help but Im being unappreciative, so fuck it, I'll talk to you another time. Straight up. And then a friend of mine from years ago asks if I wanna chill with her and her twin on their birthday. Its the thought that counts, so Im just like "I'll see cus basketball.. blah blah." And she says something around "Jus miss my birthday.." Like.. umm... I NEVER hear from you, what makes you think Ima just drop my priorities to go chill with you cus its your birthday?! Are you gonna come through for mine? Chill. Then my wifer and I get into this heated discussion over sarcasm and guess who hits me up with more sarcasm? Yup, him. Another arguement. Great. Meanwhile, Someone else is asking me to send mad pics from a party... like did you not read my away? It simply informs that Im ina bad mood and do not want to be bothered.. -____- Now he wants me to say something about him in this thing. (He said Sackary looks like Marcos.. seriously? SMFH.) If I were a jerk, I'd jus be like WELL HERE YOU GO. But I'm not so.. he has to wait. =P

I WANT TO SCREAM!

But my head hurts and my back too.. STILL.

And Im still hungry.. Im about to jus do something extreme and actually cook something. o_O

I'm freezing.

My dog keeps fucking barking, I wanna jus remove her like.. barking box for a while.. Its driving me insane.

I've missed way too many Celtics' games.. SMH. That reminds me when I used to watch wrestling every Monday and Friday. lol..

I think Tasha was the only one who made me feel better.

"Get That Stringbean."

Deep Breaths and I'm Gone.

via Roma

I felt like I wanted to elaborate on the Sweet Sixteen.. That's the birthday girl, Kristin. --------------->

&& I happened to be sleeping until like 6 yesterday. So when I woke up I had to rushhh & get ready before 7. I got there at about 7:30.. which was okay becus so did Jeni and Tasha; I wasn't alone.

Me && my bitches looked good. Actually, everyone looked good. I love seeing everyone all suited && dressed up; shows they have class... Until everyone starts dancing... After the pasta, salad, and ginormous pieces of chicken, lap dances were given to the song "My Body" by Keith Sweat... SMH. Who ever came up with that idea knew how to get a party started.. That was probably the highlight of the night lol.. and then the chair was taken away so we had to skip to Plan B and just start dancing with eachother.

I ended up sitting with Awesome, Susan, Janelle, Natasha, Priscilla, Jenifer, && Nyquila. We took so many pictures at that table.. LMAO. Jenifer and Nyquila were engaged. Priscilla and Nyquila schemed to take the cup thingy at the table home... a success. Silence. Random Conversation. Laughter. Pictures. Dancing.

The night was young && we all had funnnnn =]

&& then Y$M came; more fun && dk dancinggg. Abalo.. lmao. Then off they went && 3 bottles of liquor = stolen. Niceeee. That pretty much ruined the whole festive mood of the party... Stupid ass bartender girls.. They should've been doing their jobs knowing the liquor was RIGHT BY THE EXIT. SMH. I ended up getting a ride home with Susan. Her cousin's car smelled mad good. && Jese's hilariousss.

Another addition to Memory Lane.

Now my female parental is annoying the shit out of me.

I should be studying.. Midterms start soon.

GREAT.

My mom's making breakfast for dinner.. o_O

I'm outta here.

For real this time.