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I'm psychic. I don't give a damn what anyone says.

Remember last night when I said I was going to have an interesting night?

Well, it was interesting alright.

As well as heart-breaking.

FUCK THE BULLSHITTTT.

I don't NEED it.

Most def. don't WANT it.

He just needs to make up his mind.

SMFHH..

All Day = Holding back my tears. Until last period which I finally had with my wife and got to finally talk it out with someone who understands.. cry it out, too.

I hate crying with a passionnnnnn.

I feel weak and like a little bitch! -___-

So I came up with this last night after all was said and done:

My throat tightens at just the thought of you leaving,

While my eyes tear at the start of believing,

And as my body gets sore, and my soul begins to ache,

I know, now, that I'm being welcomed to Heartbreak.

All that wasn't said was all I needed and wanted to know.

So unclear, yet makes perfect sense.

Absurd.

Silence Screams The Truth.

End of my day was fun..

McDonald's.

Basketball in the other gym.

Boys Game.

Jenifer & Ryan.

BK.

Smiles.

Laughter.

Pictures.

Not of us; just me looking at them.

Subway.

Strawberry water. ^_^

Homework.

My report card sucks for 2nd quarter. -___-

What the fuck was I doing ?

SLACKING.

Not gonna let that slip again.

I misssss Zackkkk [my phone].

Gahhhhh .

I like this poem:

You charmed me not with that fair face,

Though it was all divine;

To be another's is the grace

That makes me wish you mine.

The Gods and Fortune take their part,

Who, like young monarchs fight,

And boldly dare invade that heart,

Which is another's right.

First mad with hope we undertake

To pull up every bar,

but once possessed, we faintly make

A dull defensive war.

Now every friend turned a foe,

In hope to get our store,

And passion makes us cowards grow

That made us brave before.

By John Dryden

"I choose ME."

-Tamia

Goodnight.

Hello, Bronx.

This beautiful little girl makes all my days brighter. Even though she denies me when we're in New York, I still love mi niña, Feidy. So yeah.. Saturday night, I rushed around 7ish until 8 trying to get all my stuff together for the trip.. When I got to Heirys, they was chillinnnnnn. Turns out we had to wait for Chito to come before we left at 1130? There was this kid who came with us. I have no idea what his name was, but he wasl ike Chito's nephew or somethin.. You could've sworn this guy did not speak english! He was dumb quiet.. And was oblivious to EVERYTHING. It was awkward... I wanted to make conversation to break the silence but.. I didn't know what to say or what language to say it in.. "/ I find out he speaks perfect english 4 hours later, when we actually get to NY. lmaooo. I knew it.

Wiferrrrrrrrrrrrrr ! My LIFE. I don't think I can LIVE without her.. She doesn't know it, but she opens a lot of doors for me, and I she's like THEE bestest Best Friend Ever. Title is hers for a lifetime.

And since I saved this as a draft for so long I'm gonna just um... post pictures.. and say a little and jus call it a day.. Let's remember this was last Saturday.

So.. we happened to wear the same styled sneakers unplanned. This has been happening A LOT lately.. whether it's with our hair, color of our clothes or style of our jeans, SOMETHING is similar between us.... without any intention. We're trying to conclude that maybe A. we spend too much time with eachother or B. she stays thinking about me while she's getting dressed! or vice versa =] Hehe.. Look at Feidy's little shoe.

We arrived at our destination at about 2:30ish am. I really hate the drive to New York, but it's worth it, I guess. But no sleep took place. We greeted everyone, settled ourselves, ate, myspaced, looked at pictures, waited until everyone fell asleep to do Shaki's hair randomly at 5am, and then I fell asleep at 6am while these locas went to bed at 7.
GOOD MORNING AT 9am! -___-

Oh yeah, this is us dique squishing air out of the airbed.. =D FUNNNNNN.

Where Mofongo?

*Only certain people are expected to get this.

This was now Sunday by the way. Last time we came it was Sunday, too. Both very nice days... This Sunday happened to be the first time I've taken a train and NY bus in my life. Ever.

Superbowl/Family thing at the end of the night. No one was really watching though.. I went to the store with no shoes on and ate madddd MIke & Ikes.. Tummy ache? Yes. Heiry and I also ended running around the block at like 9 or 10pm for no reason.* We literally ran.. it was scary outside. Then the party.. everyone was up there, you know.. partying.

Meanwhile...

We were outside doing this, then some random guy came and started singing and dancing in front of us until Shakira told him to leave. Lmao.

He said he would report this video if I ever posted it.. but too bad he doesn't know about this. =]

We had to leave a few hour later, thanks to my mom not answering her phone, and me telling Blanca the info late..

I ended getting what I wanted before I left though.

Ice, Ice Baby.

I saw soo many people fall on ice today.. Funny shit.

My mom unintentionally and indirectly makes me feel like I'm a mistake.. She stays hinting that she should've waited.. and that she could've been so much more than what she is now.. =/

I went to school for no reason again; wasted my time bullshitting in the cafeteria for 2 hours, ate lunch, then left.

I love my best friend. She's the only person who's house I'm welcome to at ANY time during the day, on ANY day of the week. After I left school, I went there, and after sharing a few stories, I knocked out on her abuela's bed. -___-

Woke up just in time to eat and go back to school for my game.

Which, of course, we didn't win.

I feel like giving up.

But I'm not a quitter.

So I won't.. sigh*

Love & Basketball.

I don't seem to love anyone or anything lately except food, sleep, and my wifer. Yeah, I said it.

I wanna be better at ball SOO BADLY.

I try to practice more... run more.. pay attention to plays more..

Nada.

I'm starting to hate winter, too.

Too much snow and ice.

I'm tired, but I waited so long just to get on the computer so...

Yeah.

Something is wrong with part of my scalp.. =[ It hurts.

No pictures.

...Bye.

Midterms.

That's where I've been the last few days.

There's one more, then back to class.

Yay ? o_O

Today was a short, but interesting and entertaining day.

English Exam, Gabie's, McDonald's (Jeni's 1st time!), Back to Gabie's, then back to school for practice.

I bullshitted on my essay.. -___- McDonald's was MADD fun! Omg.. so much laughing. I haven't been able to just go out with friends and just chill and have a good time like that in a while. We were dyinggg for lke five minutes. Lmao. And then gabie's casaa.. I was caught up on mucho en su vidaa and more laughing and pictures! But they're on her phone.. So I would post them but.. you know.. I kinda don't have them yet. Practice was aiight. And I spent the night with my wifer. We spent mad time in her grandma's kitchen.. eating and drinking and talking. Idk why but that's like our "spot". Her dream was fucking EXCLUSIVE. She needs to go back to sleep and finish that shit. For real. Lol..

This is my wifer and I at her fiesta de sopresa:

I loved her reaction; she was so excited.. It was pretty hilarious. She had NO IDEA. This was in October by the way.. lol.

Anyways.

Did I mention I love this kid ?

Well, yeah. I do. He's such a sensitive, unappreciative, careless, intelligent, romantic, sweet when he wants to be, ignorant, unique, argumentative, loving jerk. Yeah, yeah, yeah. Let it go.

This picture was taken today (not from Gabie's):

Goodbye Now.

P.$. I want kisses..