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Thursday, February 12, 2009

Unnecessary Information.

I'm psychic. I don't give a damn what anyone says.
Remember last night when I said I was going to have an interesting night?
Well, it was interesting alright.
As well as heart-breaking.
FUCK THE BULLSHITTTT.
I don't NEED it.
Most def. don't WANT it.
He just needs to make up his mind.
SMFHH..
All Day = Holding back my tears. Until last period which I finally had with my wife and got to finally talk it out with someone who understands.. cry it out, too.
I hate crying with a passionnnnnn.
I feel weak and like a little bitch! -___-
So I came up with this last night after all was said and done:
My throat tightens at just the thought of you leaving,
While my eyes tear at the start of believing,
And as my body gets sore, and my soul begins to ache,
I know, now, that I'm being welcomed to Heartbreak.
All that wasn't said was all I needed and wanted to know.
So unclear, yet makes perfect sense.
Absurd.
Silence Screams The Truth.
End of my day was fun..
McDonald's.
Basketball in the other gym.
Boys Game.
Jenifer & Ryan.
BK.
Smiles.
Laughter.
Pictures.
Not of us; just me looking at them.
Subway.
Strawberry water. ^_^
Homework.
My report card sucks for 2nd quarter. -___-
What the fuck was I doing ?
SLACKING.
Not gonna let that slip again.
I misssss Zackkkk [my phone].
Gahhhhh .
I like this poem:
You charmed me not with that fair face,
Though it was all divine;
To be another's is the grace
That makes me wish you mine.
The Gods and Fortune take their part,
Who, like young monarchs fight,
And boldly dare invade that heart,
Which is another's right.
First mad with hope we undertake
To pull up every bar,
but once possessed, we faintly make
A dull defensive war.
Now every friend turned a foe,
In hope to get our store,
And passion makes us cowards grow
That made us brave before.
By John Dryden
"I choose ME."
-Tamia
Goodnight.

Tuesday, January 27, 2009

Midterms.

That's where I've been the last few days.
There's one more, then back to class.





Yay ? o_O




Today was a short, but interesting and entertaining day.
English Exam, Gabie's, McDonald's (Jeni's 1st time!), Back to Gabie's, then back to school for practice.

I bullshitted on my essay.. -___- McDonald's was MADD fun! Omg.. so much laughing. I haven't been able to just go out with friends and just chill and have a good time like that in a while. We were dyinggg for lke five minutes. Lmao. And then gabie's casaa.. I was caught up on mucho en su vidaa and more laughing and pictures! But they're on her phone.. So I would post them but.. you know.. I kinda don't have them yet. Practice was aiight. And I spent the night with my wifer. We spent mad time in her grandma's kitchen.. eating and drinking and talking. Idk why but that's like our "spot". Her dream was fucking EXCLUSIVE. She needs to go back to sleep and finish that shit. For real. Lol..

This is my wifer and I at her fiesta de sopresa:

I loved her reaction; she was so excited.. It was pretty hilarious. She had NO IDEA. This was in October by the way.. lol.




Anyways.





Did I mention I love this kid ?


Well, yeah. I do. He's such a sensitive, unappreciative, careless, intelligent, romantic, sweet when he wants to be, ignorant, unique, argumentative, loving jerk. Yeah, yeah, yeah. Let it go.


This picture was taken today (not from Gabie's):



Goodbye Now.

P.$. I want kisses..

Thursday, January 22, 2009

Vacuumed Energy.

School was another blurry day; jus midterm preparations.
Practice was so very tiring.
I guess whispering and making kissy noises is the way to get girls nowadays ? It happened to Marina and I coming from 7 11. Dogs. We had to hold hands. They were so disgusting.
And then the boys' varsity game was OUT OF CONTROL. That shit was so intense.. I think it was the best game I've seen this year. Who knew Shea HS was that good? They went overtime and no one could stay in their seats. Everyone was cheering, the crowd did the wave, the refs finally got off their knees and stopped blowing the game.* ;] And Classical beat Shea. 84-79.
NICE; not their biggest lead, but NICE.
*You're still the BEST in my book, S.T.M. Jr. =]
But yeah, becus of my decision to stay and attend the game, I was going off the wall.. literally. Screaming at refs from afar, cheering, waving, clapping.. the whole 9. I was at a point wear i felt like puling my bangs out.. smhh. I swear my blood pressure was at its height. Oddly, my hands became cold, but that was probably becus all the blood rushed to my head ?
I didn't take any pictures today.
Well, maybe I did, but I don't remember, and don't feel like going through that long process of putting them on the computer, and then posting them here. Lazy? Indeed.
My energy is goneeeeee .
My right ring finger hurts and I DON'T know why.
I miss Spiffy..
I'm getting annoyed.
And this time it isn't my mom. -___-
I didn't really feel like posting today but.. I did.
W. Spahk, I miss youuu tooooo ! =DDDDD
Over and Out.