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"Life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass; it's about learning how to dance in the rain, all the while knowing the sun will shine again."

Friday, January 30, 2009

Ice, Ice Baby.

I saw soo many people fall on ice today.. Funny shit.
My mom unintentionally and indirectly makes me feel like I'm a mistake.. She stays hinting that she should've waited.. and that she could've been so much more than what she is now.. =/
I went to school for no reason again; wasted my time bullshitting in the cafeteria for 2 hours, ate lunch, then left.
I love my best friend. She's the only person who's house I'm welcome to at ANY time during the day, on ANY day of the week. After I left school, I went there, and after sharing a few stories, I knocked out on her abuela's bed. -___-
Woke up just in time to eat and go back to school for my game.
Which, of course, we didn't win.
I feel like giving up.
But I'm not a quitter.
So I won't.. sigh*
Love & Basketball.
I don't seem to love anyone or anything lately except food, sleep, and my wifer. Yeah, I said it.
I wanna be better at ball SOO BADLY.
I try to practice more... run more.. pay attention to plays more..
Nada.
I'm starting to hate winter, too.
Too much snow and ice.
I'm tired, but I waited so long just to get on the computer so...
Yeah.
Something is wrong with part of my scalp.. =[ It hurts.
No pictures.
...Bye.

Thursday, January 29, 2009

RME*; SMH*; && SH*..Ughh.

Rolling My Eyes.
Shaking My Head.
&& Sighing Heavily.
If you can't tell, I'm not in the best of moods at the moment.
Family members, friends, and the weather don't help either.
Obvious Fact: It snowed today. A lot.
No school for me, so guess what I did ?!




Absolutely nothing that was entertaining or replaced my world of boredom.



Today sucked so bad. I tried to sleep through the whole day, but that didn't work. I woke up just in time to catch Maury. I cleaned my room, rearranged my closet, and took a shower, etcetera; all while blasting my iPod. I took some photos in between time :


Good Morning Sleepy Head. Lolo, this is for you, because I thought about it, and there's NO WAY you're gonna catch me in your house or in your presence with my hair all messy like this unless I actually did just finish waking up. Lmaoo.

I love you, too.

Timmy ! ^_^ Remember that time we talked about how I would look with curly bangs? Well, yeah... it does look weird. o_O

Flash.
Fucked me all up.
Think Green.
So, my mom came home and I was maddd hungry and she didn't wanna make food or buy any, so I was like wdf.. got mad upset. Whatever. Then Im busy on the computer with pictures and such and she kept bugging me to see some America's Next Dance Crew thing, but I really don't care about it so I was like NO, NO, NO.
I then check my IMs, from being idle for hours and not being on the computer all day, and mad heads hit me up. 3 of them for apparently NO reason at all. One I started a conversation with, but he had to BRB, which usually means I won't hear from him for a few hours or days. Ugh. I hate when he does that. Just tell me that I'm a wreck and that you're tryna help but Im being unappreciative, so fuck it, I'll talk to you another time. Straight up. And then a friend of mine from years ago asks if I wanna chill with her and her twin on their birthday. Its the thought that counts, so Im just like "I'll see cus basketball.. blah blah." And she says something around "Jus miss my birthday.." Like.. umm... I NEVER hear from you, what makes you think Ima just drop my priorities to go chill with you cus its your birthday?! Are you gonna come through for mine? Chill. Then my wifer and I get into this heated discussion over sarcasm and guess who hits me up with more sarcasm? Yup, him. Another arguement. Great. Meanwhile, Someone else is asking me to send mad pics from a party... like did you not read my away? It simply informs that Im ina bad mood and do not want to be bothered.. -____- Now he wants me to say something about him in this thing. (He said Sackary looks like Marcos.. seriously? SMFH.) If I were a jerk, I'd jus be like WELL HERE YOU GO. But I'm not so.. he has to wait. =P
I WANT TO SCREAM!
But my head hurts and my back too.. STILL.
And Im still hungry.. Im about to jus do something extreme and actually cook something. o_O
I'm freezing.
My dog keeps fucking barking, I wanna jus remove her like.. barking box for a while.. Its driving me insane.
I've missed way too many Celtics' games.. SMH. That reminds me when I used to watch wrestling every Monday and Friday. lol..
I think Tasha was the only one who made me feel better.
"Get That Stringbean."
Deep Breaths and I'm Gone.

Wednesday, January 28, 2009

Jalapeño Peppers.

I'm soo UGLY today! =[
Last day of midterms.. OH YES.
Thank G I don't have a science class this year.


Instead of going to practice, I went to this Education Forum, where the youth, as well as teachers and other "important people", spoke out to try and make a change and improvement in the school educating system that sucks as we ALL KNOW IT.
It was fun; I enjoyed myself and the company of my friends. I was surprised and glad at the same time that even half the students that were there would even show up. Hopefully one day, all our efforts will pay off and a change is made..





I have a dream type shit.. lol.







So, there was "pizza", if that's what you wanna call it, and these BOMB ass SPICY sandwichessss ! I fell in loveee.. and ate like 4 of them.. Delicioso Papaa.








The reason I'm STILL full.... 3 hours later.








I just ate almost a whole bag of baby carrots too. o_O






Everyone in my house is sleeping and it's only 11pm. -___-





So Feidy tried to come home with me again...


Feidy: "Va a escuela?"

Me: "No, a mi casa."

Feidy: "Noo, a escuela." (Giggles.)

Me: "Noo, a mi casa."

Feidy: "Yo voy."

Me: "Tu vas conmigo?

Feidy: "Si."

Me: "Pues, dile a mami que tu vas a mi casa conmigo."

Fiedy: " Mami, voy con Shanelle a su casa."

Mami: "Oh sí ? Y tu coat?"

Me: "Y tu zapatos?"

Feidy: "Esperate." (Starts walking to go get her things.)

Me: "Noo.. Bye mi niñaaa!"

Feidy: "Noooooooo !"




Bendito.. =/




My stomach hurts.. as well as my entire back.. I'm so full; It looks like an enpregnated stomach.. Not cool. I'm stresseddddd, gimme a BREAK!


I still need to fix Zack.. Sorry to those who have been texting me..


My shots were ON POINT today in gym.. If only I could shoot like that in the game... Speaking of.. I'm not going to school tomorrow, which means I most likely won't be playing tomorrow. Bummer.


Isn't it supposed to snow tomorrow?





Fucking Awesome. -__-





"I think I know what's wrong with me.."

Aaron: "What is it?"

"I have a thing for freshmen.."

Joel: "What the hell's wrong with you?!"

Aaron: "You're not supposed to ask a person what's wrong with them after they just finished explaining what's wrong with them."

Joel: " What the hell's wrong with you?! You don't tell us, sophmores that.." (Shakes his head.)



LMAO.



Relieve my urges!



Goodnight Suckahs.