It's Raining.

I feel like I died.

Or like I've been reborn somehow.

I have a new perspective for almost everything.

Or I just don't care about almost anything.

I've become more confident and doing so, completed a goal of overcoming my shyness.

I don't talk about action, I just do it.

I don't think before I speak, I just say what's on my mind.

"I do what I want."

I'm unstoppable. Some call me crazy, bipolar, psychotic.

It's like.. I will walk out in the rain:

Like this:

And not care.

My use of profanity has increased, unfortunately, and I don't know if I even want to stop it anymore. I'm struggling not to swear in my posts..

There's more to life than school, yet we are forced to spend so much time wasting away our precious years of youth.. to become adults. It's like a trap. What if I don't want to grow up?

Vacation was wonderful. I haven't been to school since Thursday. And all the days I haven't been in the trap, I've been happy. I can name more than a few who can agree with me, so can someone tell me what the REAL problem is? School v. Students.

WHAT IS REALLY GOOD WITH ALL THESE FUCKIN` BLOGS?!

Sometimes, I just wanna delete mine.

It's like.. There's some Nas's, Jay-Z's, & Wu-Tang Clan's versus Lil Wayne's and Soulja Boy's. -______---

What The Fuck.

I been having current urges and curiousities on what it would be like to be drunk, to kiss a certain person, to go days without eating, have the swine flu, to dunk during a game, and madd other random stuff...

".. Weed & Alcohol seem to satisfy us all, now.. " - Drake

I realized adults are so interested in my life that they start making rumors after I start to come around again.. LMAO.

YO.. What the fuck is "love" if people just throw those words around so freely ??! I remember back when those words were sacred and actually meant something.. Now you can date someone for like a day, put the date in your away message, and say you love them.. what kinda shit is that?!

I listen to Tila Tequila. This bitch is TAPPED.

"You betta go down when you get wit me, You betta realize I'm what you need. You betta get here 'fore I count to three, You betta do right, I'll fuck you up!"

So yesterday I ended up going to Tempy's like I said I would.

And I think we've been a little too friendly to the kiddies aka Blunted Lil Boys aka my cousin Marc, and his friends George and Bryan*, cus Marc tried to bang me the other day, he kicked me yesterday and ran, he know better; and bryan was hittin` me, and george was tryna grab Temp's boobies; Quany tried to see mine, and Troy kept touchin` me. Dae was jus talken shit like usual.. xP

Friday should be fun.

I'm starting to like Rap music more than R&B, but not more than Dancing/Reggaeton music. =]

My Aim Buddylist suckssss. Hit me up and make life interesting: BiteM3 xP

I'm bored.

I'm gonna go dance like I'm in a club and sing like I can. xP

Tchau. (portuguese for bye)

p.s. The Goonz keep telling me Geek really likes me.. But I haven't heard from him since that day he was madd shady.. And I been tryna apologize for my "harsh" actions and words, but he don't wanna answer me? He really likes me though, because it really shows that he hasn't given up on me already..

Yeah Fucking Right. UGhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! >=o