The Things I Hear..

"You don't tell them they suck, because then they'll try to hard and be worse; you tell them they're good so that still, they improve but with confidence, making them better."

She's Here.

And words couldn't describe the Joy that jumps uncontrollably within.
I've been positive-emotionless for a number of months now, but I think that maybe..
Just maybe, a few them have come to visit for two weeks.
The quiet anxiety that existed as I approached her for the first time in a very Long time..
I wish I could rewind time and make that hug just a little bit better.
It probably wouldn't have been a hug at all... ;)
The frustration I had to endure because I wanted her as little as a mile away as opposed to a few hundred miles away;
The patience that decreased each and every day, almost turning to carelessness, because I knew when she was coming, but the date wouldn't arrive soon enough;
The conversations that only produced thoughts of wants and wishes at the highest rate I've ever known, and finally,
The wait is over.
She's here <3












M.A.D.

Nothing Has Changed.

I have now been living for 17 years.
All I wanted to do was watch Toy Story 3.
I have to go to summer school for the very first time in my entire life.
Thank you, Providence School Department, for your wonderful teachers.
Special shout-out to our amazing government as well, for not doing a damn thing.
"I know way too many people here right now that I didn't know last year." - Drake
True Story.
Summer is here.
I decided I wanted to do more than just lay on the beach for hours during the day, and drink bottle after bottle at night.
Basketball in between.
So, I became a Lifeguard.
$12 an hour, 4 hours a day, 6 days a week.
May not seem like much, but it puts money in my pocket.
Probably the best thing I can do all year.
Then, there's College.
Where is my life heading?
Let's not talk about it.
I'm not ready.
I think I have a girlfriend..
But my emotions beg to differ, because they no longer exist.