Nothing Has Changed.

I have now been living for 17 years.
All I wanted to do was watch Toy Story 3.
I have to go to summer school for the very first time in my entire life.
Thank you, Providence School Department, for your wonderful teachers.
Special shout-out to our amazing government as well, for not doing a damn thing.
"I know way too many people here right now that I didn't know last year." - Drake
True Story.
Summer is here.
I decided I wanted to do more than just lay on the beach for hours during the day, and drink bottle after bottle at night.
Basketball in between.
So, I became a Lifeguard.
$12 an hour, 4 hours a day, 6 days a week.
May not seem like much, but it puts money in my pocket.
Probably the best thing I can do all year.
Then, there's College.
Where is my life heading?
Let's not talk about it.
I'm not ready.
I think I have a girlfriend..
But my emotions beg to differ, because they no longer exist.

Vacationnn .

It's almost over.
Noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo .

Sunday I went clubbin` at Level II with the ladies.
Monday I was in Brooklyn and Manhatten, New York.
Tuesday I was in Boston, Massachusetts with some friends.
Then celebrated 4/20 8)
Wednesday celebrated Dru's birthday with some homos. :D
Thursday spent the day with TashaNana, "stressed cus I got wet, no pun intended."
Today's Friday, and I don't what I'm doing besides going to wish my grandmother a happy belated birthday and possibly getting drunk with my "girlfriend" later.
I hope there's a party on Saturday ..

School still Sucks.
Drugs and Alcohol still satisfy us all.
Ladies are still Lovely.
AAU is still Awesome.
Friends and Family are still Fantastic.
And God is still Great.
Life's being Lived and I'm Learning from and Loving every moment of it.


And someone said I look like Jurnee Mollett.. I don't see it, but I'm glad this person thinks so :)

Hollaaa .

Temporary Highhh .

You love me like words can't explain
For me to feel the same is all you wanna gain
You never claim that the dollars made me change
But the models givin' brain
Guess that could f*ck with your brain

Hurt your heart in the worst way
Never should have let you fall in the first place
But you've fallen, put your all in
Now you're so high off love you don't wanna get down

Most nights she aint sleep
Worried where I might or I might not be
Shesh! for the life for me
Man what a life I lead

(Chorus)
You kept me on this pedestal
No matter how much I let you down
(down x3) I let you down (down x3)
With all my Infidelity
You loved me so Incredibly
Inside I'll fall apart
If you ever love someone instead of me
(instead of me )
So you deserve a better man
(instead of me, instead of me)


Clock won't stop (tick, tock)
Her love is going, going, going
- by the minute
Going, going, going
- she keep giving

But I know she can't take it
Still her heart I keep breaking
So Ima let her love go
Cause I don't deserve her love no more

Sad story
She mad for me
And mad at me
Sad that we
Can't exude love
Not a true love
Cause it's all screwed up

(Chorus)
You kept me on this pedestal
No matter how much I let you down
(down x3) I let you down (down x3)
With all my Infidelity
You loved me so Incredibly
Inside I'll fall apart
If you ever love someone instead of me

(Rap)
How do you fix a love undone?
How you even know if you're fit to love someone?
And when you decide to take that ride
Can you drive from the passengers side?
One wheel in the middle
Four hands on it
Two sets of breaks
You decide to slam on it
God damn woman
Where the love go
Whip crash will you get whiplash
Sit back cause you won't get shit back
But think if you tried to get what you just had back
She mad at facts,
And you can't be mad at that.






I feel like I'm the girl he's talking about, except with all the love parts. It's more of a "like" or "crush" thing..
I expected too much ..
Did too much ..
Now there's not much to discuss ......

But I wrote a little something :

I think it's funny cus i know exactly what you're doin,
But this type of thing right here? I don't wanna ruin.
So go on and do ya thing, I'ma chill and play it cool,
Cus in the end we'll both see that I'm not the Fool. ;)

Go on, boy, I'll be fineee oh fineee . haha 8-)