What Is Going On ?

Honestly, I don't even know how to put my thoughts and feelings into words right now.
People of our city, our state, have been killing, dying, or being hospitalized.
And the disgusting part is, YOUTH is killing, YOUTH is dying, and YOUTH is being hospitlized.
"Children/Youth are the future."
Recent events are making it more and more difficult to believe that.
Sex, Drugs, & Violence is the big influence from what I've observed.
And the more people try to reach out and guide the "future"..
Its like rebellion.
You try and teach/ tell them "NO", for their own good, and they go on with it anyways.
Who's forcing the sex?
Who's selling these drugs?
Who's giving up the guns?
TO THE YOUTH?!
Who knows?
The forming of "cliques" and "sets" and "gangs".... "families".
Who are out there.. worrying about sex, drugs, and violence.. the unnecessary.. rather than educating themselves to actually become SOMEBODY in the future; meaning someone who makes legal money, who does good for themself, good for others, makes a change, makes themself matter.
Did Obama not influence ANYONE?!
Since when did "families" go out looking for trouble and start taking other people's lives?
IF anyone even feels the NEED to be part of a group in order to feel protected, something is wrong.
Bitch Asses..
Ain`t ya supposed to MEN?
Little BOYS, who are supposed to be maturing.. swearing they're hardboyd cus they trigger-happy.. WHAT?!
Does nobody think what would happen to YOU or someone you cared about was shot or killed?
What would their families think? Feel? Do?
Nobody even cares anymore..
I can't even finish this.

Modnar.

I haven't been dancing lately.
Lots of singing though.
He told me "Fuck You" after I told him to have fun with his new baby because he lost this one. -____--
Now that's not very "father-like" is it ?
Basketball ALL SUNDAY. :)
Ignorant mothafuckas these days..
I swear I was bouta BANG him !

"The failure of the public education is like silent genocide."

"Training" in Young Voices led to debating and then conversation that also led to that quote.. along with elaboration. It actually trigured my interest.
Jenifer left Classical; I cried sooo much.
Only because I know I'm probably never gonna see her again. :'(
People need to just mind their own business.. Real Talk.
I renewed yet another friendship. Still unsure about it though..
I've been addicted to Facebook lately.
Did I mention that already? Lol..

"Families is where our nations find hope, where the wins take dream. "

Coming from one of the Bush's, who pretty much ruined families' lives, this quote doesn't really mean much to me.
I think I'm an insomniac..
Ice Cream && Sex Ed.
I find it pretty hilarious when a "virgin" freshmen girl defends and supports sexual activity as if she was experienced. SMH.

"To better one life is to better the world."

- A. S. Feinstein

Hmm.. Then why do people feel that to take one's life is to better themself ?
The loss of this Angelo dude is really taking its toll on a lot of people's lives..
I don't understand.
Things happen for a reason, and sometimes, there's nothing you can do about it. Cry about it, get mad about it, ask about it, learn about it, question it, deny it, hate it, etc. for a day or two. But in the end, it's over. There's nothing you can do. It hurts.. I know. But what's done is done.. For better or for worse.. =/
You're still living. Learn from it and finally cherish YOUR life.
I feel like I wanna isolate myself and that I'm better off talking to no one except my selected few.
Reggae anyone? =]
I'd join them but..

What would you do if aliens tried to take over the Earth?

What I Call a Good Friday.

Happy Birthday Tre ! =D

Lost a friendship today; dont really care about it.

Renewed another; made me cry tears of joy.

Making one stronger; we'll see how far this goes.

"When one door closes, two doors open.."

Today was a good day.

"I don't wanna be lonely no more. I don't wanna have to pay for this. I don't wanna know the lover at my door; it's just another heartache on my list. And I don't wanna be angry no more. You know I could never stand for this. So, when you tell me that you love me, know for sure. I don't wanna be lonely anymore."

--Rob Thomas